Dear Anonymous Reader(s),
My birthday is coming up, the same month HP7’s second part comes out. For all the “growing up” I have done, I’m still kinda looking forward to watching it in theatres. Of course, this is completely because this new director actually made it worth seeing the movie.
So…Life.
Its…interesting.
Sometimes, I consider if I should even go for a degree. I love computers and technology, but I feel rather disinclined towards the coursework. Sometimes…professional schools that simply teach you what you want and need to know, without the additional haloo baloo seem a lot more attractive to me.
There was a girl. Strike that. A woman, since she and I are both above 20 meaning we are adults now... who I actually considered as someone that I could and did not mind getting engaged/married to. Of course, I knew I was not completely ready but I thought, neither is she. We could at least reach an understanding or know what each others’ intentions were. My decision however was to let it be for now. I lost any chance I had when the news arrived that her family and she had accepted another guy’s proposal.
The saying goes true: good girls go fast.
I hope you, the reader, read that with an open, non-feminist, non-jump-to-conclusions mind.
I often wonder when I will be mature enough and realistically capable of getting married and taking good care of my significant other.
I have a lot on my mind, but I am for some God-only-knows reason unable to express it at all. I know my flaws. Hmmm. It’s a combination of having weaknesses but one of them also being an unwillingness to make a change. The “things” that drove me in high school, in my first year of college, have changed. These new “things” or maybe even “thing'”….I don’t know what it is or they are.
Soul-searching is in order, eh?
Anyhoo. Enough haloo baloo from me.
Peace.
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